Déjà vu!!!

Well what do you know! It's simply hard to lose weight with everything that goes on! I get to my doctors appointment and I didn't lose or gain...so I guess the plus side is that I stayed the same weight without gaining!!! First grandpa goes to heaven and that is on your plate like crazy for 2 weeks...then your BPA McCall retreat trip....then your fixing up a house for your brother....then homecoming....and then family & a funeral soon to come! How are you supposed to lose weight with so much going on. I still have school, work, and sports on top of all that! I got to push hard this month and really succeed! I know there's people out there counting on me and can't wait to hear how I do!!

**October Goal**

Maintain schedule....get eating proportion on track...lose 10 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!

Why oh why???

How is it that everytime I try to get back and get motivated that something pops in the middle of my path and makes me go a different direction?? Here I was on September 1st ready to go and then I leave for McCall Idaho for my BPA state officer retreat! Let me see, last time I checked in a cabin in the middle of the woods, your probably going to enjoy a smore! Not to mention some amazing food! We had chicken burschetta, potatoes, tacos, fish and chips,etc....Yes there was some fruit and salad, but once you have had all that deliciousness what can you do! All that together is 2 scoops of crazy and a side of coo coo cachou!!!

This is it folks! It's September 11th, 2011 and I have exactly 14 days until my next doctors appoint! I have to lose at least 10 lbs!!! It's going to take some serious dedication in order to basically lose 1 lb/day!!! May all my family and friends..and of course God be with me on this one!!!!!!!! I have got to reach that goal of 200lbs!!!

***Goal Update***

I will weigh 200 lbs by December 19th, 2011!!!!!! GO BIG OR GO HOME!!!!!!